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[mood]  okay[music] Lost LAYER ONE: -- Name: Chiara -- Birth date: 23rd of November 1979 -- Birthplace: Germany -- Current Location: Netherlands -- Eye Color: Blue/greyish -- Hair Color: Dark blond -- Height: 5'2'' -- Righty or Lefty: Righty -- Zodiac Sign: Saggitarius LAYER TWO: -- Your heritage: Dutch/German -- The shoes you wore today: Red Crocks -- Your weakness: Impatience -- Your fears: Getting sick -- Your perfect pizza: mozzarella, tomato, mushroom, onion, eggplant, zucchini, garlic -- Goal you'd like to achieve: Graduate LAYER THREE: -- Your most overused phrase on AIM: LOL -- Your first waking thoughts: Already? -- Your best physical feature: Eyes -- Your most missed memory: My grandmother LAYER FOUR: -- Pepsi or Coke: Coke -- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's -- Single or group dates: Single -- Adidas or Nike: Nike -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton -- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla -- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino LAYER FIVE: -- Smoke: No -- Cuss: Yes -- Sing: In the car with the radio -- Take a shower everyday: Try to but I hate washing my long hair every day -- Do you think you've been in love: Yes, I know I have -- Want to go to college: Uhm, almost graduating -- Liked high school: Yes -- Want to get married: Yes -- Believe in yourself: Sometimes -- Get motion sickness: Yes -- Think you're attractive: Nah, not really -- Think you're a health freak: Definitely not -- Get along with your parent(s): Yes -- Like thunderstorms: Sometimes, but they also scare me -- Play an instrument: No LAYER SIX: In the past month... -- Drank alcohol: Yes -- Smoked: No -- Done a drug: No -- Made Out: Yes -- Gone on a date: Being in a relationship for almost 4 years, I don't have dates anymore. I did go out with by bf though -- Gone to the mall?: Yes -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: No -- Eaten sushi: No, don't like it -- Been on stage: No -- Been dumped: No -- Gone skating: No -- Made homemade cookies: No -- Gone skinny dipping: No -- Dyed your hair: No -- Stolen Anything: No LAYER SEVEN: Ever... -- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yes -- Been caught "doing something": Yes -- Been called a tease: No -- Gotten beaten up: No -- Shoplifted: No -- Changed who you were to fit in: No LAYER EIGHT: -- Age you hope to be married: Dunno really, when it happens it happens -- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 Luca and Gianna -- Describe your Dream Wedding: At the beach during sunset -- How do you want to die: Don't want to think about that but I guess in my sleep not knowing -- Where you want to go to college: Am going to college -- What do you want to be when you grow up: I'm not going to be one but a doctor -- What country would you most like to visit: US LAYER NINE: -- Number of drugs taken illegally: None -- Number of people I could trust with my life: 5 -- Number of CDs that I own: Lots and I'm not going to count -- Number of piercings: Had my ears and nose pierced but I'm allergic so got nothing in there -- Number of tattoos: None -- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: Once or twice maybe when I still did ballet -- Number of scars on my body: About 5 or 6 -- Number of things in my past that I regret: Pff, never counted | |||
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[mood]  excited[music] Daniel Powter - Daniel Powter Had a shower with Lush's Rock Star Soap and now I smell sooo sweet. I love this soap, hadn't used it in a while until yesterday I got a craving for Lush soap and when I browsed through one of my Lush drawers, I saw the big piece of pinkness and I knew I had to take Rockstar into the shower. Also if the darn company fired me for no reason, I still adore their products, especially everything with vanilla. I can't wait to get to London and get my greedy little hands on their new Nutts Massage Bar Coco, Vanilla AND Tonka!!! How good that has to smell I can only imagine for now. I just hope the sesame won't come through so strongly. Maybe I'll also get me their new ballistics but that depends on how they smell. The soy milk one should be good but I'm not so sure about the spearmint in there because usually I never liked the stuff with peppermint or spearmint in them. The other one sounds nice and fresh and must look pretty with all those little papers spreading in the tub. And finally I'll be able to have a loot at the B Never Too Busy To Be Beautiful stores too. Yay! | |||
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| Itsy Bitsy Spider | |||
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[mood]  blank[music] Dirt All of the sudden this little spider was hanging almost in front of me. It went back up again and then it appeared on the side of my screen and made its way to my desk. Eeehhh! And me sitting here, keeping an eye on it and figuring out a way to get rid of it. It was really small but looked like a real big spider, figure-wise I mean. Luckily it crawled onto some vase thingie I had standing on my desk for some reason and as it's really long, I was brave enough to pick it up and put it outside with the spider. | |||
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[mood]  tired[music] Gianna Nannini - Pia Come La Canto Io Geez! My neighbors starting drilling this morning at 8:30 and are still at it. I'm so tired! I have no clue how I managed to sleep and how much I slept. All I know is that I went to bed late and didn't sleep before 5am or so. They've been working for about a month already and when I remember correctly at the end of this month they're getting their new kitchen. They've also done this on Saturday already, drilling when people are still asleep. Of course lately, I'm free every day but my mom often only has Saturday's and Sunday's and that particular Saturday Max was off too. It's pretty annoying when you're woken up by drilling so loud you think they're drilling in your room. My neighbors are weird anyway. | |||
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[mood]  accomplished1. Currently, what television commercial is your least favorite? I really can't think of one right now. 2. And which commercial is your most favorite? The Fiat Brava with Gianna Nannini's song: 3. Of the sitcoms that are on during "prime time" how many do you watch on a regular basis? Please share. I don't watch much sitcoms anymore but I used to love Who's the Boss?, Full House, Roseanne, Growing Pains, Family Ties 4. Is there a television series that you enjoy watching that is ending this season? It's not sure yet if it's ending but if so, Gilmore Girls. Or The OC which ended already this season. 5. Is there any type of program you'd like to see more of on television? Good shows like Grey's Anatomy, Gilmore Girls, Lost, Sex and the City, Buffy and more. 6. Is there any type of program you'd like to see less of on television? The whole Dancing with Stars things. 7. Is there a series that is no longer aired that you wish would come back? Lots... Buffy, Sex and the City, Will&Grace, The OC, Felicity, Charmed and probably more when i put my mind to it. 8. Do you watch re-runs of anything on television? Yeah, shows I like I watch again. | |||
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[mood]  anxious[music] Brothers and Sisters    
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[mood]  mellow[music] Lost You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'. You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events. You are a perfectionist in everything that you put your hand to. You are demanding and very exacting in the standards you apply to your choice of colleagues and friends -perhaps you demand too much from people. That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist. It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer. You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire. | |||
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[mood]  bored[music] Lost
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[mood] bored [music] Lost
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[mood] tired Gee, all I've been doing lately is play memes. I just don't have anything interesting to write about though. I handed in my paper on Tuesday. Too late but at least it's handed in. I heard the other week that the deadline was actually the 10th and I for some reason had the 18th in mind and well didn't even finish it till then and in the end handed it in two weeks late. She subtracts points for every week it's late so I hope I still manage to pass the class. Now I'm kinda in between papers, will start my last one soon and then it's exam time. Well, once I get my papers back and passed then I can start taking my exams and hopefuly the last will be in September and then all is left is my thesis. I haven't been up to anything besides sitting at the computer and chatting and roleplaying and not doing anything really. So I've been bored kinda and I should maybe get my ass in gear and do something else. Well, Max has his day off tomorrow and as the weather has been really nice these days and will be tomorrow too (global warming...), we hopefully go and do something fun. Knowing us those we'll get stuck on the couch and never go out after all. We're pathetic like that. Oh, wait! I did do something. Some girls organized this Italian meeting thing were we meet up and speak in Italian. So I went there. Not that I need it really as I speak Italian with Max but I wanted to check it out and it turned out to be fun and I was of great help because I speak it fluently. I'm tired. Again. And I slept till 1:30pm. Yesterday till 2:30pm. Of course I got to bed quite late and when I got I watch some tv but still it's almost 1am and I'm tired again. I should probably take some iron pills but I always keep forgetting. That is most likely part of my lack of energy and tiredness, especially as I just had my period. And there are the allergy tablets which also make me kinda tired. I guess I'll go bed then, watch some tv and make it quite an early night. At least I hopefully wake up earlier tomorrow on Max' day off. | |||
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[mood] bored [music] Gianna Nannini - Grazie Potty Mouth 1. Do you curse/swear or otherwise use curse/swear words? Absolutely! Especially in Italian, I curse a lot. Actually that's the best language I can curse in and when I get angry I curse a lot. 2. Do you substitute faux curse words, like shoot or crap, for the real thing? Nope, I have no shame I guess. 3. Which curse words and phrases do you abuse most often? Pff, lots... 4. Are you annoyed or pleased when you hear movies, songs, or shows that have been edited to cover or replace inappropriate language? Annoyed. What the fuck? 5. What are your thoughts on the use of curses and swear words in modern society? Is it more or less prevalent than in previous generations? Is it fine or causing irreprable harm to our culture? Do you think we should create (or in some cases keep) laws forbidding cursing? I think cursing is more present than it used to be. Also words have gotten cruder I think. I don't really think it's causing harm to our culture, everyone has a right to express themselves in the way the want to and I don't really see the badness of cursing. I'm definitely against laws forbidding cursing, it goes against freedom of speech. | |||
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[mood]  exhausted1. Name a song you know most (or all) of the words to. Pff, there are lots of song I know the words too. I usually pick them up pretty easily. I guess most of Gianna Nannini's songs though as I listen to them most. 2. Name a movie that you have watched more than once and would watch again. Notting Hill! 3. Have you ever read a book more than once? Please share. The Diviners by Margaret Laurence. I have read it more than once because I worked on it more than once but I always found it entertaining again and there are parts that give me chills everytime I read them. I'd it again. 4. Share an inspirational quote with us. Maybe not really inspirational in the sense this question is intended but: "Everything that is provocative is worthwhile." Robert Downey Jr. 5. What day of the week does (or did) your birthday fall on this year? Friday 6. Have you ever bought a book or cd or movie more than once because you forgot you bought it already? Can't think of a book, cd or movie right now but it has happened with magazines already. | |||
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[mood]  fullWhy do I keep looking at Patrick Dempsey pictures and clips? I should just go and tackle that paper and finally finish it. It's just so boring though. I hate linguistics. Just one more paper to go after this though and then 4 linguistics exams but exams are not as bad as papers. at least I just need to study and not write some crap about some crap. | |||
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[mood]  lazyI'm such a MerDer shipper... It's funny, Derek and Addison supposedly always had a great sex life and he did love her. Until Mark came along. Then though, it seems he found real love with Meredith. With lots of problems between them and her being pretty fragile. Still seems like he has found what he never really had with Addison. | |||
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[mood]  nauseatedI've been watching the second season DVDs from Grey's Anatomy and I realized now watching it for the second time that in the episode in which Derek comes home and tells Addison to get in the shower with him to have hot sex, he only did that because he was mad at Meredith who came down the stairs at Finn's place with wet hair and he thought that they had sex in the shower. Anyway, I think Patrick Dempsey aka Dr McDreamy is incredibly hot. And I listened to this audio commentary and Shondra Rhymes said something bout him being able to act with his face. And it's so true. His eyes tell it all. Anger, lust, love, sadness, disappointment, happiness, silliness and more... Add: I just finished watching the deleted scenes on the DVDs and there's more to the shower sex. Meredith actually tells Derek he should do the thing in the shower "with the bending". Love this line: Derek "We can be friends, but no girlfriends." Meredith "So, guys don't give each other sex tips?" Derek: "Not really."  More delicious pics over at patrick-dempsey.org | |||
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[mood]  contemplativeThis probably sounds really corny but when I think about it, Dan and I always had a Will & Grace kind of relationship. Except Dan wasn't openly gay. I just realized that the other day and it's actually kinda weird if you think about it but it's always been like that. I actually also have a Jack in my life so Karen where are you? | |||
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[mood] tired So I just found out something the other day. Something that has been suspected by me and others but never confirmed. My mom saw Eve (who by extension was a friend of me and of Dan who I discovered something about). We hadn't been in contact with Eve for almost 2 years, same with Dan. Stupid fight but anyway, they made up and talked and talked. She told my mom that Dan is gay. We've suspected it for a while but we never knew for sure of course. They had remained in contact and at some point he came out to her. The thing is that I feel so sorry for him that he has lived like this for years. Not telling anyone, or feeling like he could not tell anyone. Because he apparently he was together with what we always assumed was a friend of his. He should've known though that he could tell me. Little ol' me who doesn't care about things like these. I'm happy when he's happy. He really should've known because another one of my best friends is gay too. Of course I don't know if he just didn't want to tell anyone or if it is maybe something from the last two years when we didn't talk or what but he could've told me. We've always had a special bond, and I wouldn't want to choose but if it would come to it, I would always choose him over Ian (we all know each other from high school). We've also often had a period of silence because of a stupid stupid fight but we always got back to each other and he was the only one who was there for me when my granny died. The only one who was there for my when my granduncle died. The only one who was really there me for me when I wasn't doing well. We saw each other for the first time a year ago again and also if things were weird, there was a hint of our old vibe which apparently was still there. I then saw him again at Ian's birthday and there it was, our vibe was back. We talked about everything, caught up on everything and all. After that though, contact was lost again and he never wanted to join us when we went out and he also didn't have a lot of contact with the others. As it turns out now it's because of the fact that he's gay which Eve told my mom. It's why he doesn't keep in touch. He has nothing against me and everything's forgotten but he's ashamed I guess. I so wish now that we never had that breach in contact so I could've been there for him. I'm sure that once he had come out, he would've told me. He might have not told the others but he would've told me and my mom. Our friends are a little weird and I can understand he's a little afraid to tell them. I would always always choose him over them though if they would've anything to say about the fact that he's gay. Also now we haven't been really in contact. Always. I feel so bad for him. That he never told anyone and still hasn't told everyone. I feel bad that he felt that he couldn't even tell me. I also feel guilty that I couldn't be there for him all these years. But how could I if I never knew about anything? Eve said that everything will be okay again eventually and that he just needs time. I really hope so, I really do... | |||
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[mood] tired [music] Gianna Nannini - Perle Appetizer What is your favorite kind of bread? I wouldn't say I have a favorite kind of bread... Sweet white bread is good though. I also like wholemeal though. Or rye. Depends on what I want. Soup When was the last time you bought a new pillow? I can't even remember... I should get new ones though. Salad Approximately how many hours per week do you spend surfing the ‘net? A lot! Main Course What’s the highest you remember your temperature being? Almost 40°C I think Dessert Fill in the blanks: When I'm tired, I get cranky. | |||
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